Its not for you :)

Thnks for the song ,




Dont know where to start

Something ain't going right

Feel it in my soul cause I've tried, oh baby

Tried to keep you satisfied

Please don't cryI just think we both need time

I just feel that we are in the same room

But live in two worlds apart

And its causing too much pain

She said, baby can you please just stay

It ain't too late to work this thing out

He said, boy this ain't easy for me

At least the truth is coming out

She said, why can't we make up like the last time

I'm just afraid to hear you say go

He said baby I'm sorry I think its time we let go

Baby don't leave don't leave don't leave

Tell me you'll stay, and you'll stay and you'll stay

I gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave cause

I think its time we let go

See these teardrops falling from your eyes

That don't change my mind, oh baby

Please don't make things more difficult than they gotta be

I can't take no more this is killing me

Every time I look at you I see more reason for me to leave you

And its causing me too much pain

She said, baby can you please just stay

It ain't too late to work this thing out


But boy , I really DONT miss you . So do leave

Top 10 starting break up lines
1) We need to talk.
2) It's not your fault. It's me.
3) I've lied.
4) Do you remember when I’ve said everything is alright?
5) You are like a sister/brother to me.
6) I think we would be better off friends.
7) I don't love you any more.
8) Do you really want to know why I go out to dinner with my assistant?
9) Have you always been so boring?
10) Give me back my keys.

Gossip , Gossip , Gossip .

Your a mister suck-up you knw that ?! Telling her that you didnt do anything with me ? F you ! All lies . Dont play with her lahh stupid , shes still young . Think , she has a brain jugak okayy . You think shes only that age , you can take advantage of her ? Pleasse . Shes smart , i knw . Eventhough she hates me , i blame you . Telling her things , infact your lying to her . Relatioships doesnt starts with lies kayy ? Remember that . Stupid asshole . I wish i didnt delete my text with you , if i ada . Dah lama i tunjuk dkt dia , urrggghhh! I dont want to say anything , cause i dont have the proof . Nanti dia yg panggil penipu plakk kn . Soo , pandai pandai lahh you cerita dkt dia if ter-KANTOI okayy ? " Sepandai -pandai tupai melompat , lama lama jatuh ke tanah juga" Its a saying for you my dear friend .
HAHAHA

Hey ,

Its me How are you ?Okayy , i hate that sort of conversation . I guess i dont knw what to say to you , I admit . Um im sure you knw how i feel right now . Haha , yeah i , you knw i miss you . Not so much just , very very much . Hows life after after im gone frm it ?Heaven , right ?Yeah i knw , i make your life misrable . I hope im not making this akward . Okay , thats right , its been akward since just now . Hey do you remember the day i was at your place? Yeah , we had so much fun . It was for me , Its always fun when your around . Always . When is the last time i had fun ? Oh it was the that day . The last day you made me smile , you made me laugh . Do you knw how much i miss tht moment ? No , i guess not . I miss you . Too much , it hurts so bad , you can even take a knife and stab me so many times . Every morning the first thing i would do when i wake up is , think of you , without fail . I hate that . I hate it so much , but what can i do . I dont want to erase that most special memory that i have with you . Those beautiful memories . The things that we shared , the things that we did together . Gosh , loved it so much . I would choose you rather then i choose the thing that i want the most right now . Do you miss me ? I bet you dont . Or maybe . Just a little ? Well i dont knw . I hope you do . Sighh , im obsessed , pffttt , like you dont knw tht already . Im sure that your not gonna read it , but just one last thing , I LOVE YOU SO EVER MUCH <33

MOTHERS DAY <3


Sunday
10/May/2009


YEY! Its Mothers Day , so my mom and I woke up around 12 something . Got ready , got in to the car and went to a spa . Wahhhhh ! Haahhaha, but as you may know , we didnt go for a spa treatment in Subang . The spa is called Vequish . We got our nails done , we did Manicure and Pedicure . Its so relaxing , they are like your servants HAHAHAH soo bad . They scurb your legs and wash them for you . I felt like i was a one day King , HAHAH ! I did , french manicure and my mom did a normal manicure . It was so much fun , did a mother-daughter thangg . So, yeah . After doing that , went back to the house got ready . Mom went for work , I went fo a dinner with my grandparents FUCKK . Felt like i was a stranger . I didnt do much talking like i always do . We had dinner at The Ship , Damansara . Ate Lamb Chop , always like their lamb there , yummayyyyy . I dah tak tahu nk cakap apa , haha . So byebye :)

Friday 11.47a.m : I woke up , felt like i got drunk last night . Hangover , but i didnt drink at all . Last night i ate my meds , dad though i ate it around 8p.m , but i ate it around 10p.m . So around 11 p.m he gave me my meds again . We quarrel for a while , just because af wht time i took it HAHA so funny . So the meds that I took were sleepy ones , and I took TWICE . Like shitt , okayy . So i woke up from bed , and i slam my head on the pillow back again . And it hurts no kidd . Couldnt get up like i used too , fucckk . Felt like my head was havier than my body , and i got dizzy and all . It took me around 30 minutes to get up frm bed . Dad got back frm work told him what happend this morning , and all he said was 'OH' . Im like WHATAFAK ?! No emotions at all? . Sakit hati , so yeah . Oh, Oh its 4.45p.m got to get dressed . Tuition , catch you guys later . Peace

BLOOD !

OMG OMG , yesterday was the worst day ever ! Went to the clinic AGAIN , cause i was sick . Demam hari tu tak baik baik lagi , SHIT . So okayy , went to see the doctor . He said i got some sickness bla bla bla , yada yada yada and , he says he needs to take some BLOOD samples . Im like WHHAATT ?! Im so scared of needles and blood . So yeah , i freaked out . But never mind got through it . Since i was a good girl , the doctor said i could have ice cream . Im like hell yeah . I was craving for ice cream since i got sick . The headache tht im having since last night , tak hilang lagi . So yeah , ill keep the updates . Later people .

Guitar Lessons

I didnt go to school for two days , straight . On the second day , Emma called . Emma said " Emi knpa tak dtg? Sakit ke ? Emma rindu Emi , rinduu Emi kacau Emma , rinduu Hypeness Emi " She is so sweet , none of my friends does that . But its okayy , i hope im still in their hearts . I LOVE YOU EMMA <33

HAHA , funny i was eating at Pelita in ampang with Farah and Aina . While talking with them i was watching t.v , out of no where POOF his ad came out , im like WTF ?! I nk lupa kn you , and you came out out off no where , FUCK MY LIFE . Hahah , Farah and Aina tergelak-gelak. Dah laa i tak hbs makan , butt naah its okayy . Moving on went to tuition with the two berok's haha , maths was kinda easy at first , when it came to the end i hated it gosh its so hard . My nose hurts cause im having a cold and im having a tummy ache . Class finished earlier cause tak amik bm . Jalan jalan dkt Ampang Point dgn Farah , 9.45 naik balik tuition centre .

Saw the guitar and asked Suraya to teach me some notes. I always dream of singing my song and playing the guitar, but i dont knw how to play one . URGGGHH, so yeah I was thinking of taking up guitar lessons . No $$ no talk . But Suraya said its a waste of my time and money . Cause it half an hour per week only , and all they teach you in one lesson is one basic thing?! And they will repeat that over, over, and over again . AHHHHHH! I cant live like that . Ill be bored to death , naah ill not die tho . Hahah , but yeah , theyre making money like no body business . Then Suraya thought me how to play the guitar . She thought me the notes , i think it was C,G,Am and F . She said if i can play all this notes , i can play a song called Im Yours , im like YEY ! Got back home , ran upstairs took our Emirul's guitar and i started strumming away . Lama lama bosan , sbb tak jadi . HAHA . Okayy , i got to go , need to rest . Headache is acting up . Bye peeps