Hey ,

Its me How are you ?Okayy , i hate that sort of conversation . I guess i dont knw what to say to you , I admit . Um im sure you knw how i feel right now . Haha , yeah i , you knw i miss you . Not so much just , very very much . Hows life after after im gone frm it ?Heaven , right ?Yeah i knw , i make your life misrable . I hope im not making this akward . Okay , thats right , its been akward since just now . Hey do you remember the day i was at your place? Yeah , we had so much fun . It was for me , Its always fun when your around . Always . When is the last time i had fun ? Oh it was the that day . The last day you made me smile , you made me laugh . Do you knw how much i miss tht moment ? No , i guess not . I miss you . Too much , it hurts so bad , you can even take a knife and stab me so many times . Every morning the first thing i would do when i wake up is , think of you , without fail . I hate that . I hate it so much , but what can i do . I dont want to erase that most special memory that i have with you . Those beautiful memories . The things that we shared , the things that we did together . Gosh , loved it so much . I would choose you rather then i choose the thing that i want the most right now . Do you miss me ? I bet you dont . Or maybe . Just a little ? Well i dont knw . I hope you do . Sighh , im obsessed , pffttt , like you dont knw tht already . Im sure that your not gonna read it , but just one last thing , I LOVE YOU SO EVER MUCH <33